About a month ago, I made a choice from among a suite of options. It seemed the best at the time, and I still don't see a different or new choice that can yet be made...
But at the same time the choice I made has not been easy, fun, or life-giving to me. I hope hope hope that it has been lifegiving to someone I care about. I also hope that the day will come when I can revisit the decision, and choose a different option from the suite of options.
I guess the point is that sometimes I feel crabby and disconnected right now, and it's of my own doing, and I am not wise enough to see how to have it be different.
