Empty

Once again, I find myself run out of steam. My get up and go? It did.

I'm out of balance, my integrity is compromised. It's not so much the things I've promised I would do, it's the things others are asking of me. Sometimes I feel like there's enough of me to go around. But not today. Today, it feels as though I have to concentrate jsut to keep my body parts connected up, as though breathing has become a conscious choice.

So what's left over to move forwad? To make accomplishments?

I hope I get back to Trust. Perhaps I'll meditate on Strength and Power, and see what that does for me.